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(im surprised i didnt get more comments on the Jesus = Santa Claus piece)

and im not saying "jesus isnt real and youre crazy to believe in him" im just painting the analogy to make the point that you have all the same reasons to believe in him as you did santa and look who one that battle, the people making money off of the fake santa. you havent seen him, you have know actual perception of him, thus you have no reality of him. you have stories. you read the book, youve heard the good people talk. again, sure it could be logical to believe it him. but again, it was just as logical for santa. where the true insanity comes in is the bloodshed to spread/defend your idea of santa claus. the analogy is so exact that i can interchange those two names. fuck you. again, no ones crazy for believing, but killing someone because you cant convinvingly prove to them that your unbased belief is real is pretty much on the crazy side. and you dont have to kill them for that to apply. shunning a co-worker because your not completely sure of your belief, because your belief is so faulty and not based in reality that you cant make a convinving argument for me to believe it. fuck you then, your crazy. ill always listen, ill always attempt to perceive it. but if you dont show it to me, i dont perceive it, i cant attest to its reality. note how no where did i say jesus doesnt/didnt exist, im saying i have yet to have enough evidence/perception for me to say reality.

and all that fucking crazy has started so much shit. 2,000+ of our brothers and sisters died already in the middle east because some group of crazies took their crazy idea to a crazy extreme. we're 'infidels' because we follow a different book of made up shit than they do. and i hear 'what makes the US better' its because (i still believe) we're not over there for religious shit. that would be retarded for a country that was founded by people looking for freedom of religion. thats why we have an official language, official currency, but we'll never have an official religon. language and money are insanity inducing enough we dont need religion throwing everything off. if we ever make an official religion, then we would negate everything our coinstitution stands for and negate every death in the name of this country and i would move to fucking mexico and piss across the border everyday. no im lying. if we did that, then the land wouldnt even be worth the bacteria that my body wants to get rid of. but, i know itll never happen so its no big deal.

although, ive said it a hundred times (101 now) every empire has fallen and i believe every empire will. they say what goes up must come down, every beginning has an end, etc. at some point the US will fall, but ill be dead because either it will happen well after my life, or ill die trying to defend it. and part of my motivation of such is that i look around and see a horde of people that feel the same. ive talked before about not feeling 'belonged' but alot of soldiers carry that same faith and honor and thats the best friendship/brotherhood you can forge. dont get me wrong i love my good friends back home and they know who they are. but this kind of comradarie is completely different. its amazing how you would be willing to kill 5 men to defend one person because of the uniform hes wearing. because its not just a uniform, its a statement of his beliefs and his honor (for the most part, there are some worthless humans that sneak in like viruses [which is exactly what they are, they sneak in unwanted and fuck everything up]) usually the fact that hes wearing means (by my standards, at least its what i believe in myself wearing it) he'll fuck some shit up to keep this glorious way of life going. sure US isnt perfect but go live in north korea if you think its bad here. it means he'll shed blood if necessary to keep it going, it means he holds everyone who has done so and is willing to do so in the highest regards. it means he will still respect the people not willing to do so, even the ones that spit in his face for sacraficing to defend their right to do so. its acknowledging that soldiers enjoy so few of the freedoms the die to defend. its having honor above all, and never compromising it for anything or anyone. its doing the right thing, even if there is an easy way to get ahead. thats what being a soldier is and thats what it means to put on the uniform. so youre goddamn right ill do whatever to keep him trucking because of my honor in wearing the uniform.

its so hard to find honor, yet its flooding here. just look at anyone of high rank, sure i may not agree with certain aspects of their character/opinion, but all that is trivial in the shadow of the respect their honor commands. theyve sacrificed 15, 20 , 30 years for those beliefs. that means their family and friends sacrificed for just as long. how do you not feel honor when you look at such people. i feel honored to be in their presence to be able to wear the same flag on my arm. wheres the honor in the guy who cried his way out of basic training becaus he 'couldnt take it anymore' no he could take it if he belived in the cause enough. he wanted a free fucking ride and they said 'no you have to earn it' good im glad he's gone. im glad basic was so rough to weed out the useless, undevoted, and unhonorable. are we defenders of freedom, or people using one alternative to enhance a career? sure we get the benefeits of the latter but our first goal is to defend. even if its not just ourselves we defend. theres crazy people bombin shit all over the place and someone has to do something. i need to go to bed.

(its really the end)